Mama has been sleeping a lot…

When she wakes up

Not knowing who we are

We all look at each other with hurt in our hearts

Mama forgot my name, the girl that made her a mom

It broke my heart that day

I know she knows who I am, I think?

Dad says it’s the meds

Mama is so thin and her arms are cold

Do you need your corn bag warmed up?

I know the pain it hurts

Time to check your blood and take some meds

She ate how much sherbet? & a few bites of watermelon? That’s a great job mama!

Nothing we say or do will change the outcome in the end.

I’m still gonna be a daughter without her mother

And a girl without her friend.

Mama I don’t want to say goodbye

I’m being selfish I’m not ready

But I can see the pain behind those eyes

Wandering around not know where you are

One foot in this world the other in the next.

It’s ok mama you know damn well I’ll be ok

I’m sorry cancer took you and stole time away from us. We wished you were with us more but we understand love you too much!