it’s been one year.

it’s been one year.


the earth has circled the sun one time.


three-hundred and sixty five days without him.


thirty five million heartbeats.



i still am in shock.


in shock from how long it’s been.


in shock from how it’s not been long at all.


it felt like it all happened yesterday.


i haven’t cried once yet.


but i feel as if sorrow follows me.



they all ask me how i’ve been pushing through.


i spit out a lie, saying it’s tough.


but it’s not tough at all.


they ask how i feel,


about the cause still being not being identified.


i just sit there and shake my head.



they don’t know.


no one has caught onto me.


i have to hide a smile.


behind the blank stare,


is a heart without guilt.



it’s been one year.


the earth has circled the sun one time.


three-hundred and sixty five days without him.


thirty five million heartbeats.


since i murdered him.

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