Yesterday when I woke up, my soul was awakened. I finally felt like myself again, or felt like it was on the horizon. Even though various forces, seen it and tried to bring it down.

I woke up this morning in a whole new frame of mind, no longer will I be this persons energy supply or punching bag and now his funeral is happening right now in my mind and world. Although I wish it could happen overnight, it doesn’t. However the one thing is I’m human and talking is healthy and not speaking is very unhealthy not to mention uncomfortable.

Therefore I’m going day by day, when last week I was lining moment by moment.

That’s what I see as an awakening.