I want to feel, I want to know

I want to love, I want to grow

I want to stack up all my feelings and watch them topple to the floor

I want to fight, I want to scream

I want to writhe, I want to dream

I want to put something in a chokehold and tighten up until it bleeds

I want to laugh, I want to cry

I want to live before I die

I want to take a bunch of pictures of how the world seems through my eyes

I want to hurry

I want to slow

I want to run

I want to go