she decided when it was done she always was the first to run what she had was so great but i didn’t leave first-it was too late she wanted to feel better and she always wanted to receive a meaningless letter a stupid volleyball setter the thought she had of me wasn’t true but the lies she told after we’re all askew i would’ve done anything to feel something for her but all our time together became a blur i can’t say i ever missed you not even your eyes, ever so blue the memories of longing reached for her under a cloudless sky why, oh why