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Nico
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NotACatboy
Nico
Nico
Nico
The eye is all seeing
which sounds awful freeing
but nothing can hide
not even the fearful bride
the eyes have seen at all
even the most boring wall
it wishes for it to stop
but the eyelids are unable to drop
so many cruel things to be shown
but even after seeing it all, it’s so alone
the cruel reality of us all
not even the thought of you can stall
i would die if that’s what it took
bu...
she decided when it was done
she always was the first to run
what she had was so great
but i didn’t leave first-it was too late
she wanted to feel better
and she always wanted to receive a meaningless letter
a stupid volleyball setter
the thought she had of me wasn’t true
but the lies she told after we’re all askew
i would’ve done anything to feel something for her
but all our time together be...
If Michael has been there in that house
he would’ve said something
when the fire first started on my chest
he wouldn’t have let me burn alone
because he’s michael
and he’s my friend
and he’d never let anyone hurt me like that
If Michael had been there in Science class
he would’ve said something
that made you stop the fire you started on my thighs
he wouldn’t have let me burn because you cou...
In the marsh, they come and go
Kids, adults, and wildlife too
But they have nothing to show
As the horizon turns blue
They promised me a life
That of which was worth keeping
With the loss of my beloved wife
it made me want to keep seeking
Fog rolls in sometime soon
as the day starts to pass
it’s almost noon
at last
The life they promised sounded so grand
but before i knew it
I was ...
Death likes to whisper to me
He beckons me to come closer
The souls of the damned shout to me
They tell me to join them
The souls tell me it’s better off that way
Sometimes i think they’re true
But i don’t give in
The souls aren’t just souls
they tell stories too
stories that make me shake
stories that inject me with fear
the souls don’t care what they do to me
they want me to suffer ...
The birds outside my window sing songs
The most beautiful ones to hear
But they never decided to last long
And soon we were brought back to fear
The songs drowned out the screams
If there’s anywhere you will find me
It is begging them to come for me in my dreams
As i grew older the birds kept singing
Though it became hard to hear
My ears never stopped ringing
But the birds kept on breath...
He is the evil that sees what i see
watching my life unfold
whispering on my shoulder
guiding my hand
pulling my string
leading me to what’s next
He watches my foolish mistakes
and takes over
he’s at his own volition
and i become the watcher
The chill he runs down my neck is like no other
grasping my neck
and holding up a knife
whispering on my shoulder
guiding my hand
pulling up the...
I see the battlefield infront of me
half taken by ice
half thriving in peace
but the ice is spreading
catching up to you
like a disease
The plants fall out one by one
decaying
and growing towards me
if i look away
the faster it goes
plaguing the land
soiling the water
drying the earth
killing the life
it wanders for a bit
until it find you again
running increasing the temptation...
No matter where i look
No matter where i run
No matter where i hide
he follows me
Searching for me
And never stopping
I see him in the corner of my eye
In the pew behind me at church
lurking in my cupboard
hiding in my closet
but he’s just so far out of reach i can’t touch him
He whispers in my ears while i sleep
and dangles over my shoulder when i can’t decide
and lingers in my thoug...
The lover:
One day i saw this girl
hidden inside my phone
She was beautiful
but i think that’s a given.
She could mesmerize even those who hated her
and i was one of them.
She had this grace
none could match
and i wish i could’ve amounted to her
Soon, i was caught by her gaze
and i wanted her
more than anything
Day and night
i’d wait for her message
which put a smile on my face
...