Reality

Illusions and clouded judgment

Wanting,waiting, and hoping

The water is clear

But all I see is my deepest fears

I sobs until the tears break.

The only other sound is a ticking clock

Holding me back from my sleep

I lie in bed with eyes that weep.

Oh please please just let me sleep,

Only to rise from my nightmarish Dreams,

With clouded thoughts in my head,

Hearing that dreadful c tic tok tic tok once again

It feels as if I’m losing my head .

Facing this endless night with never ending dread.

Is this a dream

Or Reality