A single drunken kiss is all it was

We’re just friends is what you said

I told myself I could stop loving you

That the pain would fade away

But every smile you give him every kiss

It breaks me piece by piece

My heart feels like it’s on fire

Burning with forbidden desire

I know I have no right to feel this way

I thought I could be yours forevermore,

Now I know it was never meant to be...

Reality

Illusions and clouded judgment

Wanting,waiting, and hoping

The water is clear

But all I see is my deepest fears

I sobs until the tears break.

The only other sound is a ticking clock

Holding me back from my sleep

I lie in bed with eyes that weep.

Oh please please just let me sleep,

Only to rise from my nightmarish Dreams,

With clouded thoughts in my head,

Hearing that dreadful c ti...

Seasons change

Weather shifts

And people grow old

But my love for you has always stayed the same

I was twenty and you eighteen when we first met

a spring night unlike any other

Falling in love as we danced in the rain

Till death do us part we both sang to the heavens

With the rain being the one to give us away

Even though

Our bones may now be brittle

And time hangs low on our face

On this ...

Wake up

Wake up

My heart is racing my back creaks

My body aches and groans

A chill runs through my bones

The sheets of my bed drenched in sweat

The sound of my mom’s voice proving that this

Is reality.

I find myself standing outside of school

How did I get here when did I arrive

It’s all just a blur,exhausted from the night before.

The day becomes a haze I want to sleep

My body craves it ...

As I lie In my bed looking up at the ceiling feeling annoyed The sound of the rain filled the house it’s melancholy atmosphere perfect for what I feel trapped in my feelings of hopelessness reminding me that I can never escape .

The sound of the notifications on my phone was ringing every minute helping to light up my room with it blue hue. Ding ding ding that sound driving me to insanitary I tu...

You find yourself on top of a roof a A man in a top hat and long coat stands before you, in the cover of the night it’s hard to make out his features but his silhouette suggests that their talk a lanky with a mess of curls on top of their head.

The man looks to you with only the only features you can seeing being the shine of his golden eye and his cat like grin. The man cackles and says “what’s ...

On this mournful night I started to remember

That fading summer morning

the day was bright and sunny

But only death hanged in the air that day

The cries of family and friends filled the air

“He was so young” they weeded

“Why oh why” they cried

What a pitiful display it was

My dear brother your joyful life

Taken away from you in an unjust manner

Did you feel pain did you weep

I’ll never know

...

Whose there under the umbrella? I think you know.

Its owner with their sad and dark presence.

Dragging along tragic tales.

With their skin that’s green and slimy .

And lost eyes that screams for help.

He turns to you giving a slight nod,

You try to ask for help but nothing comes out

The only other sound's that breaks is the pitter patter of the rain,

And distant oceans that waves goodbye .

The u...