Look at me;

I’m gonna be ok.

Welcome to my dark side,

Take a look at this whole scene

I’ve been at this since pre-k,

I know ignorance won’t make you let me be

Welcome to my dark side,

I can take whatever you want to say about me

Look in my eyes

Take a swing

Take a shot

All your bullets ricochet

You can’t hurt me

I’m ok.

Been at this my whole life

Been hurt in all of the ways

I can’t remember a time

When I was actually fine

I can’t remember a day

When I wasn’t criticised.

I can’t just break character.

Show you my dark side

I tried everything just to try and fit in

But I’m the kid with the quirk,

A target for jerks,

A persona synthesised.

Look at me

Look at me

Take a swing

Take a shot

All your bullets ricochet,

I can’t be injured,

I’m ok

I don’t know how to fight but I’ll have to running for your life

That little girl on the playground became the man with the knife

I’ve heard it all before.

I shoved a journal in my drawer.

Everything you say is now forever in my brain

I’ve been broken down and built back up from all of the shit talk

No damn pain

No fucking gain

I’m not sorry I’m not basic

Not a bitch with a Stanley cup

A cis girl with no thoughts

Other than an elephant that’s drunk?

I’m the fag that you hated

Look at me

Look at me

Take a swig

Take a shot.

Someday I’ll be famous while you’re drunk out on the lot.

This is intended to eventually be turned into a song :)