I will try

harder

than i ever have before

if you just tell me why

why you stopped talking to me

and why you were so

cruel

when you did

why did you ignore me

on the first day of school?

on the bus

when i tried to talk to you

you kept looking away

i felt like an idiot

i thought we worked things out

last year

you said we did

i apologized so many times

i included you more

i told you i loved you

and id always love you

and thats still true

we’re blood

you and i

always will be

there is a piece of you

in my soul

and no matter

how hard i try to rip it out

it will always be there

and i want to try again

really, i do

but i need to know

why you just stopped talking to me

because

i know

i know

i know

that you can see me

when i look at you

and every memory

replays in my head

i know you can see

the wrenching pain

in my eyes

even when i look away

i’m glad we’re on the same page

i’m glad it’s not just me

who misses us

i know you don’t believe me

i really don’t care

because i know

you miss me

i miss you

and that’s goddamn refreshing

you’re a good actress

i’ll give you that

you really don’t seem to care

i’m glad you do though