The past few months

have been a blur

endless yelling

mom to dad

dad vents to me about mom

he says it’s a never ending fight

i don’t like when he says that

i try to repair their relationship

but it was dead a long time ago

they don’t say i love you anymore

i haven’t seen them hug each other in months

all i hear is yelling

there’s not a lot of love at home

so little i can’t call it home at all

i d...

Sometimes it’s hard to love myself

when i’m crying in the bathroom after the same boy called me a homie hopper and said im passed around the friend group

he doesn’t know shit about me

so i don’t know why he would say it

sometimes i wonder if he has so many feelings

that he forgets i do too

i never did anything to hurt him

he must just not like me

i hate myself because of that

i hate myself be...