“When the DUI mail starts flowing in my straight edge religious father will see it. I’ve only drank a handful of times. How could I have not been aware of my actions and stopped myself from getting behind the wheel? I’ve led my life around so many accomplished people. Everyone will know. My father will want to disown me. I will be trying to redeem myself for years. I had not yet achieved his approval even before I went and fucked everything up! Now it’s all gone to shit.”