I’ve created a monster

It’s all I can think about

It’s sharp claws haunt me

I’ve stoped eating

I sleep as much as I can

to avoid thinking about it

but still

I can’t get the memory

out of my head

I keep waking up

and not feeling better

I don’t think I can sleep any longer

despite my best efforts I get up

and walk to the washroom

where i know it waits for me,

the monster I’ve created