When I think about my life

The thought consumes my mind

My emotions start to take a turn

And tears start to fill my eyes

What if I can’t reach my dream

What if it’s not within my reach

Is my destiny meant to fail

Will rage echo off my screams

My senses flare at the idea

And I start to no longer feel secure

It’s not fear that I smell, it’s future

And the pain that I may endure

For if my future isn’t this longing dream

Then my purpose will disappear

Soon I’ll be a disappointment

I’ll have no plan for a future career

At the same time my future

May be the most amazing possibility

I could serve the world I live in

And make everyone proud of me

I could travel the world

see all it’s greatness in awe

I won’t have to worry about expenses

And I won’t have to ever face my flaws

Torn between two endless possibilities

If I jump now, will I fly or simply fall

Will I become blind to Gods voice

Or will I forever heed his call

I won’t ever no the answer

Unless I continue to move on with my dream

So that I can find strength

Within the hope of my favorite possibility