When you hate yourself

It’s really hard to forget all your mistakes.

To forget it to forgive,

And I knew I would never forget.

If I were to forget,

I would be no better than them.

If I were to forget and forgive myself

Then I would be too comfortable in my skin.

I can’t forget. I can’t forgive.

I deserve this don’t I?

I must of done something wrong right?

It’s not safe to be comfortable.