words cut like knifes, cutting you until you drop,

They say they dont mean it but still rip my heart out?

“Im sorry”

It’s always the same and nothing changes but

But then I hear them again and again,

I cry and get up like nothing.

I’ve accepted it and walk away because to forget was to forgive, and I knew I would never forget....

You can point the finger

You can blame me

For the disillusion of your life

Make me the villain

Make me the enemy

I guess that’s fine

Punish me for loving you

But let the judgement fit the crime

All I ever did

Was love you

In this life

Wanted to be everything

Give everything

Do anything to make you happy

Time and space

Couldn’t have kept me away

Would have travel anywhere

Don’t you ...

Holding onto this was agony, so they asked me to relent.

But to forget was to forgive, and I would never forget....

It’s too hard to forget, but forgiveness isn’t based on me forgetting.

She said to forget, but my mind and heart can’t forgive.

Whey should I forget, since it’s too hard to forgive?

To forget was to forgive, and I knew I would never forget....

A flashback darted through my memory,

So quick and so sudden,

like lightening,

Leaving a burning imprint on my mind,

Smoking and black,

Telling myself its just a fleeting memory,

Of a dream perhaps,

Its nothing, just forget it,

The memory creeps back in more and more,

Suddenly I feel the fear that was instilled in me,

I now know this wasn't a dream,

A memory, so dark and furious,

It pl...

If only I wanted to be here

Maybe I would have

If I was prettier

Smarter

Funnier

Maybe I was built wrong

Maybe whoever made me forgot to read the instructions

They didn’t tighten my boobs enough

They made them too small

They forgot to straighten my hair

It’s too curly

Too frizzy

They must’ve forgotten the eye drops

I’m stuck with a boring brown

No freckles

Nothing interesting except

Flaws

That’s a...

You hurt me and you know it,

But you pretend and don’t show it.

You love her in front of me,

And my heart breaks each time you leave,

But in reality

I never had you in the first place.

I thought we had something,

But you played with all my feeling.

I laid them bare in front of you,

And you brushed them off

as something untrue.

So to the memory of us I cry,

No matter how hard I try.

Bitter in ev...

I would never forget

The time she walked into my life

I would never forget

The way her hair felt in my hands

I would never forget

The way she smiled with her eyes

Eyes like the sun

lighting up inside

I would never forget

The way she smelled when coming home late

I would never forget

The way I and others smiled at her

because her smile was too hard to forget

I would never forget

The way her lips pu...

There was this lesson I learned

And not the easy way

Where friendships were tested and trust turned into betrayal

Where love was broken and disturbed by lust

Yet life continuously came back full circle

We are here to lead with love and always have pure intentions

They say having a good heart can be dangerous

But if it will leave me with my peace that’s all I need

The lesson I learned was tha...

You claim to be all that

You turned your back on me

You supposed to be there for me

You wasn’t there and you aren’t here now

You left me all alone in the forest

I survived in spite of you.

I am all glued together

Here you come wanting to be the hero

You wasn’t there then and aren’t here now

The way I chose to heal is not your concern

You was supposed to be like family

You turned your back.

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