i didn’t talk because i was scared

scared of the pain that i felt last year,

scared of how you didn’t text me all summer,

didn’t try to see me

i felt like a fool, thinking what we had was special, something important to you

at least now you know that i still love you,

sadness washing over me every time you walked by

i wonder if we’re too broken to be fixed

but you if you try

i will too