all I’ve wanted was love

But I’m leaving that behind

I find it’s so much better

When I live my life alone

No one can let me down

If I don’t let anyone in

I know I broke your heart

But it’s just not for me

All I’ve wanted was a family

But it’s no longer my goal

Sometimes I get so angry

And I cant calm down

So if I have a kid or two

They might end up hurt

I know that disappoints you

But it’s just how I am

All I’ve wanted is calm

But I’ll never see it

My anxiety runs my body

When it’s not in my mind

My body shakes

and my stomach aches

I know you want peace

But I can never give you that

all my goals and dreams

Are flushed down the drain

I have to find some new ones

More practical for me to achieve

I know it won’t be an easy thing

But it’ll be worth it in the end

So off I go to find my goal

I must do this on my own