Alethia Haines

Alethia Haines

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Heartbeats And Hesitation

I have to tell you the God honest truth

It wouldn’t be fair to keep it from you

I am finding enjoyment in our time together

But I’m not sure I’m ready for the next step

I keep trying so hard to not push you away

Cause relationships always go up in flames

Over the years I’ve been through hell

Now I’m cautious when giving my heart out

The taste of your kiss on my lips

Brings a happy thought to...

Independent

You’re barking up the wrong tree

When you tell me that I need you

Cause I can tell you for a fact

I don’t need anyone but me

Don’t take this the wrong way

But I don’t want you to be a need

If you are still a part of my life

It’s because I want you there

You’re not essential for my survival

Just an added bonus in my life

Try seeing from my perspective

Maybe you’ll understand my view

I’ve...

Me Minus You

Life without you, what’s that?

It feels like so long ago we met

Was there a time we were strangers?

I don’t remember a world with no you

How and where did we meet?

I feel that I just woke up with you one day

I’m supposed to try to imagine it

A life where there is no you

I keep trying and I really can’t do it

You are permanently etched in my life

Me without you is no one at all

Since I’ve ...

All I’ve Ever Wanted Is What I cannothav

all I’ve wanted was love

But I’m leaving that behind

I find it’s so much better

When I live my life alone

No one can let me down

If I don’t let anyone in

I know I broke your heart

But it’s just not for me


All I’ve wanted was a family

But it’s no longer my goal

Sometimes I get so angry

And I cant calm down

So if I have a kid or two

They might end up hurt

I know that disappoints you

But...

Beneath The Surface

You know what you see from the outside

A smiling girl who has it together

But that’s not what it really is

Beneath the surface of my facade


You know what you hear when I talk

I’m happy and confident

But that’s not what it really is

Beneath the surface of my words


You think you know your emotions

You think that you love me

But that’s not what it really is

Cause you don’t know me at at


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Backstabbing B***h

I thought you were my friend

But you stabbed me in the back

You could have had anyone of them

But you had to end up with him

What’s it like to have all the boys

Falling at your feet everywhere you go

Cause you took the one that I wanted

You knew what you were doing too

Who cares about anyone else’s feelings

It’s not like I mattered to you anyway

I cherished our friendship for so long

Bu...

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I Like You But I Can’t Say It

You don’t know who I am

Even though I wish you’d see me

I want to get to know you

Learn the way you do things

I’m too afraid to speak up

So I’ll probably lose you

If only you could see the real me

Know that I’m worth the hassle

Maybe this could be His plan

For the two of us together

But we’ll never know if we don’t try

And I’m too afraid to say a word...

Counting The I Love You’s

If I could count the ways I love you

There would be more than just a few

A few Thousand ways

That sounds a bit cliche

I promise you that it is true...

Belong

You never made me feel like I belong here

So I carved my own path out of the darkness

I took all that I could and I left you behind

Cause I know exactly what I am worth

Your words don’t get to hurt me anymore

Your apologies won’t fix a thing

I taught myself that I don’t need anyone

To make me feel like I should be here

Because I can now tell that to myself

So walk off the podium you didn’t w...

Me And The Galaxy

Do you think the sun gets lonely up there?

It shines bright all the time but it could be a lie.

Do you think the moon gets dizzy?

All it does is spin around and around.

Do you think the stars are depressed?

Cause they all burn out after a while.

Do you think the earth is concerned?

It has specific requirement to make it have life.

Do you think that the universe is like me?

With all the emo...