Think I’ve had enough,

Giggling, coughing like a baby,

I’m really not so tough,

In too deep? Just maybe.

Short attention span,

Drooling, with eyes unfocused and a body too tired.

Constant overflow of these chemicals, when had it began?

All I care about is what I have acquired…

This isn’t supposed to be this way,

How can I do this to people I love?

This is hell; it isn’t ’play.’

They haven’t fallen, I’ve given them the shove…

If I pushed them, who pushed me?

Probably my mother…

If I do this, how can save me?

Surely no one, not even Jesus, surely no other.