M.

Female, she/her. I like One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Animal Farm, Brave New World, 1984, and Girl in Pieces. Please give me feedback, I love constructive criticism, I’ll try to write some stories but I like poetry (it’s easier lol)

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Delirious

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It doesn’t matter,

‘Cause I know it’s “nothing serious”

Even though through all this chatter,

I’m delirious.

I’m thin and guys talk to me,

I’m living any girl’s dream,

I guess, but it really isn’t, you see,

My life is tearing at its single seam…

Late for school because I’m so out of it,

Bottles rattling in my backpack,

How did I get into this shit?

Common sense is probably what I lack.

I had no...

Poetry

Wrote Something Today

1 min read

I don’t mind it much anymore,

We’re all gonna die in the end,

I used to care a lot before,

Now I’m too tired to defend.

All I care about is music and my daily escape,

My grades are okay, my friends are nice,

All I need is that daily escape,

Don’t mean to sound cliche, but I’m cool as ice.

I guess it’s either just the mental illness,

Or someone saved my soul,

Whatever, I’m done with this sickness...

Poetry

I’m Sorry, Mother

1 min read

It’s gotten to the point where

I question if I’m even worth it,

Because I guess I’m not worth her care,

Am I just as worthwhile as dog shit?

She calls me sadistic and evil,

Is she ashamed she gave birth to me?

Probably, ‘cause what an upheaval

Just to end up with an evil evil evil little sadist like me!

I try to do my best, I try to be perfect,

It’s so frustrating and confusing, it’s impossible,...

Poetry

When Does A Man Become A Monster?

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When does a man become a monster?

Is it when he first sins,

Or when he calls another a monster

When he begins?

When does a man become a villain?

Is it when he steals bread,

Or when he steals to make another million?

Is it once he’s illiterate or well-read?

When does a man turn evil?

Is it when he causes harm,

Or when he does it once it’s legal?

Is it when he uses his slaves or his charm?

When d...

Poetry

Romantic Contact Lenses

1 min read

Listening to Bob Dylan,

In a nice Camaro,

I’m sipping Coca Cola and chillin’

And I’m feeling like a Pharaoh!

No, the old cassette is playing this song I hate,

Sitting in a junkyard Toyota I keyed,

I’m downing vodka and I don’t feel so great-

Maybe I need some weed.

Suntanning on the beach,

Surrounded by manly masculine lifeguards,

We’re all looking like BayWatch models, salads for each,

Yeah, in...

Poetry

The Shove

1 min read

Think I’ve had enough,

Giggling, coughing like a baby,

I’m really not so tough,

In too deep? Just maybe.

Short attention span,

Drooling, with eyes unfocused and a body too tired.

Constant overflow of these chemicals, when had it began?

All I care about is what I have acquired…

This isn’t supposed to be this way,

How can I do this to people I love?

This is hell; it isn’t ’play.’

They haven’t fall...

Poetry

The Higher You Climb The Harder You Fall

1 min read

God, how’d it come to this?

I was just messing around, how’s I end up

In a state like this?

I’m like some kind of criminal, one wrong move and my jig is up…

All of a sudden, I’m well-known,

And even _wanted,_

Because I can get you anything that’s known.

How, how am I haunted?

The allure’s pulled me under-

How’d I do this?

My life is noisier than thunder,

Tell me, how did I fuck up like this?

...

Poetry

Under The Bridge

1 min read

Titled vision, the grass has never been greener, everything’s brighter,

The sky’s never been so blue,

I dropped my purse, I lost my lighter.

Eyedrops and perfume ensured no one could’ve knew…

Suddenly everything is a hilarity,

Bang Snap’s hitting everyone in the face.

Bad trips? A rarity.

This thing is surely the saviour of the human race…

Angst doesn’t exist when we’re under the bridge,

We’re a...

Poetry

Growing Up

1 min read

Growing up;

My friends became strangers,

I made new ones, in my hand a red party cup,

I forgot the old worried of quicksand and cooties, I became aware of new dangers,

Like OD’s and early graves,

Like exams and corporate slaves.

Tootsie Rolls have become cigarettes,

Chalks have become lighters,

Lost opportunitys have become regrets.

Rebels, failures, adolescent punks, once poets, doctors or lawye...

Poetry

Ugly Poem

1 min read

My sweater draped over my skinny frame…

An unwashed hoodie clings to my sick body, and I’m to blame.

My hair, a messy bun, shower day tomorrow…

Left unwashed and unbrushed, tied up, because I can’t get out of my sorrow.

Yummy chocolates for a treat because of the lady days…

Sugar cravings and vomit, it’s my arms that are bleeding, as I’m surrounded in late assignments and essays.

“Delulu is the...

Poetry