Gray sat among the ivy ferns that tickled his paws.

Would he ever see Lilac again?

Oh, how could he miss her?

She abandoned him for some loner, and left her birth tribe.

She was not to trust be missed.

So why did Gray miss her?

His mond felt like a pool of doubt,

A worm of worry crawled through his body, but what was he thinking? She was no good.

He was losing sight of his reality, even though it was in front of him.

His shoulders sagged with frustration, but sorrow took its toll.

A cold shiver was sent down his spine, a foreboding tingled in his paws.

Celestial’s ( a dead wolf spirit thing—) reassuring voice echoed from the valley to him.

“ Your battle is not yet over.”

“ Leave me alone!” Gray suddenly shrieked.

He couldnt do it.

He had already lost his leader, he had now even lost his dearest friend, a she wolf he had thought would be his mate.

Instead, she played him like a pup taunting there prey.

A cold gust of wind made his fur stand on edge, he had never felt so alone.

There he stood, in the midst of seemingly nowhere, yet, he knew exactly where he was.

He felt utterly betrayed, and embarrassed, and humiliated.

_Lilac will pay. _He suddenly grinned.

He would make her think she was safe, then, he would . .

_What am I doing?_ He suddenly groaned.

He couldnt let her destroy him peice by peice,

He couldnt let her watch his life crumble as she smirked, running off.

His heart suddenly ached once more, he paced with defeat.

It seemed as if his mind stopped functioning.

It was almost as if he was reliving the moment

Fearless was beaten by Stealth. ( two leaders, Fearless was his, Stealth was another tribes leader )

He could remember the gnashing of teeth, amd the roar of battle.

Perhaps . . . Maybe this life was far from his reach. Maybe he was destined for another greatness, maybe.

He heaved himself back to reality, and dragged his paws over the wet earth.

Where was he going?

His mind seemed unavailable at the moment, almost as if something was leading him.