awake and free
i was caught in a trance
that made me think you loved me
i was a puppet made to dance
and i thought it was meant to be
i didn’t know how it was supposed to work
i didn’t know that love was a two way street
i was caught in your grip
and i couldn’t break free
i was locked in a cage
of my own fake reality
then one fateful day
i snapped awake
realized my worth
and decided i could no longer stay
immediately i felt a burden lifted
a weight on my heart suddenly shifted
i then felt free to move on my own
dance to my own sound that i chose
i refused to accept any new advances
i thought it wasn’t worth any more chances
that was until i met you
you turned my colors bright from blue
you showed me off
as you spun me around
you let me dance
while watching, proud
how could i deserve all this
from someone who i’m not even with
i’m flattered without prompt
i’m treated like a prize
i’m treated like a treasure
you’d want to keep for a while
so at least for now
i’m enjoying this
enjoying your affection
enjoying this bliss
i’ll never wonder what would’ve been
if i had never awoke
never snapped back in
never wonder what would’ve happened if you hadn’t reeled me in