the absence was painted above

dotted with the sparks of love

fresh spring grass that laid below

the ending not existing and untold

drastic moods lit up the sky

quickly before they said goodbye

they described each flash of emotion

and fleeted without a commotion

the hills adorned throughout

with sweet simplistic buds thrown about

matched with the colors displayed above

a mirroring sensation with...

wiped clean was my soul

refreshed, renewed, white like snow

til’ it’s stained again...

it’s a sour feeling

when you’re not good enough

but can’t help but believing

when i say it it the mirror

what’s the point of trying

when no one’s keeping score

if they did they’d see you dying

dying to get the credit you deserve

somehow i always end up as the one

the one to depend on

somehow that’s what i’ve become

but who is there for me to depend on

i’m fine i’m always fine

but it’s not re...

you played on my heart

treated me like a doll

someone to use in your game

you stomped on my feelings

then told me you loved me

it was my fault for believing

love shouldn’t hurt that much

love should be two ways

love shouldn’t be that hard

i knew before i met you

so how did i lose to you

somehow you made me forget

forget i was worth more

forget the final score

me 1 you nothing

i was the final...

your arms

forever

my safe place

your heart beat

steady

and calming

your presence

filling

i’m no longer empty

time flies

stop

i wish it wouldn’t

this moment

always

ill celebrate it

don’t leave me

please

don’t go home yet...

i was caught in a trance

that made me think you loved me

i was a puppet made to dance

and i thought it was meant to be

i didn’t know how it was supposed to work

i didn’t know that love was a two way street

i was caught in your grip

and i couldn’t break free

i was locked in a cage

of my own fake reality

then one fateful day

i snapped awake

realized my worth

and decided i could no longer stay

im...

it starts with a mark

the dreaded first stroke

who knows how it’ll end

who knows if you will choke

switch up your colors

to make something new

keep things exciting

express your blues

this artwork in progress

is a journey not a race

it takes all your time

and leaves you with no space

so as your brushstrokes layer

and build on eachother

remember it’s like

the love you felt for one another

start...

Eyes like the sea

Strong and cunning

They can almost speak to me

To tell me I’m stunning

Hair like the wind

Carless and free

Always dancing around

Joyful to see me

Built like a mountain

Courageous and steadfast

Stopping the current

Just to let me past

You are a river

Controlled yet untamed

You help me push through

Even though I complain

You are the sun

Constant and bright

You light up my w...

Small little love

Small little heart

Don’t leave me yet

Never depart

Small little dreams

Find me in them

I’ll hold you forever

I’ll hold you until the end...

Looking up at the night sky

It looks the same as when you told me you loved me

But that was a lie

This same sky is the one we shared

The same one we fell under

Back when you cared

I wonder what it would be like

If it had all been different

Maybe if our destiny had yet to be written

Then we might still be under this same sky

In a different world

In a different lifetime...