The breathless space between now and forever; trying so hard to keep it all together.

The shivers of the spine and shakiness of the hands, makes everything around seem so bland.

The racing thoughts and negative thinking, makes the whole world feel like it’s sinking.

The cold sweats and hot flashes are torture; looking for something comforting with lavender moisture.

The mind in fight or flight mode; the heart abruptly beating; feeling so cold; such a terrible feeling.

The sky full of stars seemed dead and cold; a place once so magical now hurt to behold.