I should probably start writing something instead of constantly saying:

“Wowzers, sorry I’ve been dead and haven’t posted anything in weeks!!!”

I’m just gonna go over stuff.

1. I’m taking a break from RavenWoods. (Well I have been)

   Don’t get me wrong, I love that series and I have a ton of fun writing it, but only about half of the people who made characters for it originally have vanished and I haven’t heard a word from them. As for the ones who do still read it, thank you so much :)

   Another thing, there are tons of writings I work on outside of this app, and I’ve been really focused on those for awhile. So RavenWoods kind’ve got shoved aside.

2. Warrior Cats.

   I don’t think I need to explain.

   If you don’t know, just go to the website, (www.warriorcats.com)

   and look at how many books there are.

3. Other apps are getting a lot of my attention.

   By “other apps” I mean Ibis Paint X.

   I’ve just been doing a lot of stuff on there recently.

4. Video games.

   Listen, its finally summer and I can hibernate in my domain (AKA, my room) and start sniping people with a heavy sniper in Fortnite.

5. I’ve run out of ideas for this app.

   I’m sure I can brew a whole kingdom of characters if I wanted.

   So by “running out of ideas”

   I mean I’m tired of pouring ideas into this app to only get like five reads and two likes.

   Like I said in reason one, I usually spend about two hours on each RavenWoods part

   (yes I know that’s a skill issue).

6. Doubting and being lazy.

   Yes, I know that literally nobody asked and is probably getting ready to pull out some,

   “I searched the whole universe and couldn’t find who asked”

I know I sound very ungrateful, lazy, and whiny, and I apologize for that, it just makes me feel upset when I work hard on something only for it to get a single like and a few reads.

(Thank you so much btw if you do like my writings :))



I’m going to delete my other lazy “posts” about me basically dying and forgetting this app for weeks to months. I think this is good enough to sum all of those up.



So, what’s the point in this particular apology for constantly leaving?

Because I just don’t know what to do anymore.

I know people need breaks, but I’ve most DEFINITELY taken way more breaks than I deserve.

For example, I write something, evaporate for three weeks, come back and apologize; repeat.

A.J.Kit is doing GREAT at consistently writing and doing stuff on other apps daily, while I have just been a limp piece of prey who has one foot in the grave.

Being an author requires constant work and dedication, and I WANT to have that.

I WANT to say that I’d write everyday but I just can’t.

I WANT to be able to do what other authors can, heck, the authors of Warrior Cats have written over a hundred books and aren’t stopping.

I DON’T WANT to be lazy.

Everytime I even think of not being worthy enough to be an author I feel legitimate pain,

because without being an author I’m nothing, sure I have other talents but is being decent at Fortnite and knowing the history of Nintendo going to do me any good? I also feel like it’s what God is telling to do

(Which is an absolute WIN because this is what I want to do also).

But anyways, I’m going to try and post more often than I have been. If I don’t stick to that, it’ll probably be because I’m working on something but haven’t finished it yet.

Anyways, cya around, and have a blessed day/night! :)