Bit by bit

Drop by drop

Its to heavy to handle

And I feel it begin to cave

This dam ive built has begun to crumble.

It was strong

A fortress of solitude

I was confident and content

The barren lands of my heart were dry, voided of life with no room for dispare.

Until you

Cracks climbed the walls; scaling my mind like vines

Spouts of water would stream through

Leaking through my tears, as you continue to beat down on the doors.

Like a final storm, the dam broke.

A Tsunami hurls its way through my veins,

And I begin to drown

My mind wholly consumed by you

Every thought

Every action

Every time I look towards my screen

I turn to you like a breath of air

As im suffocating beneath the waves of my emotions.

I built that barricade to protect myself

Yet you continue to break down my walls

Persevering through my swirling pool of a mind,Flooding me with Desire and anticipation.

This foreign feeling has become addictive

I long for your conversation and endless rambles

I yearn for your attention, your awkwardness and acknowledgment,

Hoping that a ripple of my adoration someday reaches you.