Poison of Regret
It foams and throws itself around
As you try to choke it down
Bubbles rise and mold your skin
Your body starts to freeze like tin
You start to wonder if this is it
Is this the last place you will ever sit
Your vision starts to dim
The bottle was filled to the rim
You still managed to get it all in
One large swallow causes you to feel trapped under pins
You wonder as you lie there
Do most people die with more care
Do most people live their life
Not worried about every small knife
Is that how it’s supposed to go
Instead of keeping up this old show
Starts and beginnings are often fun
But I run out of breath whenever I start to run
Same days and nights
Barely any frights
Should I have done more
And let my life soar
Or was this really all I was meant to get
Over and over placing the same bet
All those times I ever won
Now I realize doesn’t matter to anyone
One small risk now and it was all over
You could’ve sworn the air was getting colder
All the heat pushed itself away
Making room for a snowy day
You started to shiver and shake
With every twist the poison makes
Like vines crawling deep underground
Far beneath where they are usually found
Life or death