there’s a shovel in my hands

and grass stains on my knees

I’m going out digging

(I’m going out burying)

the moon is high in the sky

and low in the dewdrops,

there are crickets singing in the grass

(they don’t know what I’ve done)

I dug a hole six feet deep,

with crickets the only sound,

and I buried you there

(I buried you there)

there by the old oak swing,

there by the dried-up creek,

there wh...

You‘re toxic

I‘ve always known this

But I could never seem to resist

Cause you‘re like a drug

Making me feel such highs

But always followed by much deeper lows

You‘re toxic

Poisoning my insides

Destroying my dignity

Talking my self-respect

Never going to give it back

Drowning me in my own tragidy

You‘re toxic

Controlling me like im yours to control

Obsessive

Posessive

Making me fall deeper...

Today, he told me he loved me.

Love, an emotion that makes you feel free.

It caught him by surprise, slowly but surely.

It twisted his will rather obscurely.

That overpowering emotion.

Seeping deep into his bones.

What a rather funny notion!

It crept through his veins.

His rationale, his reasoning, even his mind.

None of it remains.

Love has twisted inside him.

Taking hold of h...

The needle has fallen,

You are under my skin.

There is no one to blame,

Because I let you in.

Warned of your bitter taste,

Now sweet upon my lips.

Nothing could compare to what

This deadly drug inflicts.

The poison engulfs me,

Running hot through my veins.

Its deafening chaos,

Drowning thoughts in my brain.

All alone now with you,

I can finally see,

It is in your sweet numbness,

I'm eternally f...

Your “love” was poison

Crept into my veins

Your “love” trapped me

Wrists bound by invisible strains

Why couldn’t I notice?

Your “love” was fake

Even if I thought it was true

I should have known it would break

Your “love” nearly choked me

Hands pressing against my throat

All while singing a song

But you never hit the right note

Your “love” is a killer

Lurking in the night

I was your victim

...

When a seed

Is planted

It takes months

To grow

**_When I placed

The syringe into you

You were asleep

Unaware_**

During those months

The seed must be given

Plenty of sunshine

And rain

**_I fed the creature

Inside of you

Through the food

That I cooked_**

When a bud

Pops out the ground

Then you know

You have a growing plant

**_When you first started coughing

I knew it was working

The dark, bla...

Felt the sharp pain,

Drop,

Dropping to the floor.

My blood dripping down.

I look down,

everything’s red.

It’s staring to become white.

My breath hitches,

The part stitches.

I feel the longing.

More,

I need more,

Give me more.

Pain, as sharp as thousands knife’s,

Yet longing.

A longing,

For something so impure.

I need it,

It’s calming,

Reframing it,

So twisted.

So twisted to seek comfort,...

Hey.

I know you don’t know me.

And you never will.

But you’re amazing.

No matter what.

anyone else thinks.

Though I’ll never.

Apply good advice to myself.

The world was cruel to me.

Even though I was.

So kind..

Death.

Dead.

Silent.

Silence.

Peace.

Maybe.

Slash.

Fall.

I can’t.

Your me.

I’m nothing.

I try.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

Stop.

STOP.

STOP.

STOP...

My mind is poison.

Self destructive, killing me slowly.

My mind is poison.

My thoughts are poison.

Self deprecating, making me doubt.

My thought are poison.

My mouth is poison.

Self sabotaging, hurting everyone.

My mouth is poison.

My body is poison.

Self mutilating, inflicting pain.

My body is poison....

you forced your way into my mind.

Seeped into my vains and tainted my blood.

A sensation both deadly and kind.

A tide that gently rises then builds into a flood.

You whispered in my ear

promises you never intended to keep.

You warmed me with fire and blanketed me with fear,

and put all my strident thoughts to sleep.

So i lie still as your poison claims me.

Az it erases and rewrites.

A p...