She kept overthinking about everything she had done. Her body, heart, and soul felt depressed yet so dull. She knew she was a disgusting, worthless human being, and rightfully so. She had so many flashing images in her head of everything that she had done.

She had finally come to the realization that she was not meant to be in this world. She did not deserve to. All she caused was harm, damage, hurt. She used people that only cared about her. She was dangerous to herself and more to others. She felt so much hatred onto herself.

Her ideations might finally become a reality. She had finally realized that her worth was nowhere. She had no purpose in this earth. She had only come to this earth to be a worthless piece of shit whore. And now, she knew she had to be gone, fore she had done too much damage and her mind was still full of arousal.

Her body still felt tainted, more now than ever before, and she had difficulty controlling it. That only added to her hate. She had to do something to make it all stop, and there was no other option. She had to make it end, and she had to do it now before it was too late. She had to do it before anyone noticed. Before they realized her plans.

She would not speak to a soul about it this time. If she kept it to herself, no one would be able to stop her actions. No one would be able to save her. She did not want to risk herself being here anymore, dealing with her constant arousal. She just wanted it to end altogether. She wanted it to go away for once.

She had to let go. She had to stop being selfish. There was nothing else that could be done. She suffered daily, and she made him suffer daily. She hated herself from day one, and now at day 8210 she would finally be gone.

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And..... I just realized that I did this prompt all wrong. Dammit.

Well, at least I wrote something. Bye everyone. I’m Sorry.