I Apologize For This
I care about you
Me and you, we’re closer than ever
I’m the only one you have, you’re the only one I have
And that’s how it’s been for years
I appreciate you
I look up to you
And I would be devastated if you were to leave
But at the same time
Sometimes
I hate you.
I get tired of your humor
The way you blow up on people
The things you talk about over and over again
Your pushy and nosy attitude
The way you always get so mad
And the way you never can control it
And I cry for you
The way your life is so ruined
I feel pity for you
Because i know its not your fault you turned out this way
You hate it too
And I wish I could save you
I wish I could help you
But I can’t.
So the best I could ever do
Is to keep treating you with love
And hide the boiling resentment deep inside of me.