I’ve always loved you. Even when you complained about your ex’s to me, even when you ugly cried on me, even when you choose anyone besides me. You were my first love, you meant everything to me yet you never saw me that way. I tried to look on the bright side and just hoped you would return these feelings but that was selfish of me and it hurt me yet I still stuck with you, through all of your break ups and struggles. You never even looked my way. I stayed up with you, changed how I looked just to be on your radar, I even changed my personality. But it was all for nothing. You didn’t even consider me at all for anything but a friend.

Oh she replied

She didn’t look hurt or at all confused about what I said I knew then that I wasted all these years thinking about her. I was devastated inside I couldn’t control my emotions anymore nor think rationally. I just left her on this cold October night all alone, I didn’t talk to her once after this.