I must admit I couldn’t see myself ending the future I had planned with you, not yet ready for something new In the midst of past trauma and sudden transgression, I never thought one day I’d be preparing this confession You put a spell on me, hypnotized, I let the darkness of your energy consume the hell out of me You loss me mentally before I’d chosen to give my body away You made it easy, nothing else left there for me to stay Held firmly, wrapped in strong arms showed me true masculinity, Able to be vulnerable in peace, almost like losing love’s virginity Before opening my mind and giving my body to someone else, I indecisively thought of you, but for once, selfishly chose myself