I must admit I couldn’t see

myself ending the future I had

planned with you,

not yet ready for something new

In the midst of past trauma and

sudden transgression,

I never thought one day I’d

be preparing this confession

You put a spell on me,

hypnotized,

I let the darkness of your energy

consume the hell out of me

You loss me mentally before I’d

chosen to give my body away

You made it easy,

nothing else left there for me to stay

Held firmly, wrapped in strong arms

showed me true masculinity,

Able to be vulnerable in peace,

almost like losing love’s virginity

Before opening my mind and

giving my body to someone else,

I indecisively thought of you,

but for once, selfishly chose myself