Looking up at me,

To be, you and I were meant

A love made to last

Although not an easy task

My child, you were heaven sent...

I must admit I couldn’t see

myself ending the future I had

planned with you,

not yet ready for something new

In the midst of past trauma and

sudden transgression,

I never thought one day I’d

be preparing this confession

You put a spell on me,

hypnotized,

I let the darkness of your energy

consume the hell out of me

You loss me mentally before I’d

chosen to give my body away

You made...

I wish I could say it gets easier,

that I knew it wouldn’t last forever

But that’s the thing about grief,

no one knows its frequency

It just is..

It lives with you, within you

Beneath the surface at times,

day to day passing by as it

painfully weeps out with tears,

you never meant to cry

I wish I could promise that

it’ll soon go away.

They say time heals all..

If that were true why does grie...

I’m sorry that you did not get

to finish what you started,

held back by weight that

was not your own to carry.

I’m sorry that instead of

following your dreams, you

loss sight and only focused

on the superficial things.

And don’t get me wrong,

those things are nice but

what good is done if they

can’t bring a lost soul

back to life?

I’m sorry that you think it’s too

late. Too late to ...