This is a great little piece, Hailey! And I can definitely relate to these feelings. Despite its short length, we learn a lot about the narrator and the way they feel about themselves and the world.
I wonder if the last line should be laughter “at me” rather than “of me”? Although don’t quote me, I’ve lived abroad for many years so doubt myself a lot when it comes to things like this nowadays haha.
I would have loved to have seen an extra line or two emphasising the what the character felt to discover it wasn’t them being laughed at. Perhaps that’s where HM Violet was going with her advice. Because we got to know the character so well in such a short period, I think you could “resolve” this entire piece somehow with a line of closure at the end.
I’ve read through a couple of your pieces now, I’m impressed :) Keep it up.