Dancing in the living room Blue lights beaming around Joyous music singing Steps flowing with no sound

The music turns

Our minds to gold

Our bodies to waves

Distracting from the- Chaos In the world around This lively living room

This moment in time seems to Live as if eternal Then suddenly Its over.

I don’t know if I’ll enjoy this It could be boring tiring lame

“It will be what you make of it” You get to decide Will it be a bad day or on the sunny side?

Every day remember No matter what you’ll do That how your day goes Is really up to you

Happiness seems to be the goal but How am I supposed to get there?

Having a crisis of identity Has me questioning reality

Home has never been here Here has never been mine

Hours. Months. Years of confusion. Hopefully one day I’ll find who I really am

He said You’re everything to me I love you

I searched my heart For the same words But they weren’t there

Not for him Not for anyone Would they ever arise?

I haven’t known love Love hasn’t known me Perhaps that way it will remain For all eternity

He said You’re everything to me I love you

I searched my heart For the same words But they weren’t there

Not for him Not for anyone Would they ever arise?

I haven’t known love Love hasn’t known me Perhaps that way it will remain For all eternity

He said You’re everything to me I love you

I searched my heart For the same words But they weren’t there

Not for him Not for anyone Would they ever arise?

I haven’t known love Love hasn’t known me Perhaps that way it will remain For all eternity

What should I do? Where should I go? Who should I meet?

There are swarms of questions Drowning me

I have no answers Beneath my feet To earn a breath of air

I run through mazes Long empty hallways Dark circular rooms

The echo does not give A single response

So instead I answer with a question Does any of this really matter?

Out of the dark sky It gradually emerges Crossing the horizon

As time continues forward A blanket of warmth forms Surrounding my soul

The prickling burn on my skin Fills my heart with passion Drawing me in for hours

Until it sets below the trees Behind the mountains Under the sea

All that is left Is a faint memory Of the light between you and me

Laughter echoed about the room I turn to find the attacking eyes Then quickly bow my head

Were they laughing at me? I’d assume they were What for? Oh, I’m not sure

They could laugh at any of me My shoes My face My hands Or all

I’m a joke Why wouldn’t they laugh?

As I meet those eyes again They don’t notice me It seems that after all The laughter was never of me—

But of joy Friendship Unity

After years of pain destruction conditional love Nothing to live for Time without purpose

You showed me There is plenty to live for From the dew on the grass To the rain in the sky To the curiosity of music To the smile of someone I love

Love You taught me Is unconditional when true You don’t expect anything more from me And I don’t expect more from you

Just as we are is exactly all we need to be We can grow together into who we want to be