As he walked away I felt my insides burst but stronger that anger… stronger. I looked into the void feeling like I’m about pop. And I fall over onto the ground pouring out my eyes and my patience. I stare eyes puffy and red. I sit there just feeling like air, like I don’t exist. I I bang my arm on the concrete and I feel a sting of pain.. I retreat my arm carefully making sure not to hurt it more and then I cry. More, more. No longer feeling like I’m going to explode. Just cry.