Trapped in my mind

My Thoughts cannot find

I’ve created a monster

My friends forget about me

I can’t spill the tea

That my mind makes

When I’m lonely

I’ve created a monster

The words race without end

I cannot tend to the bend

That is out of my reach

I need someone to teach

Me to change

The ways I think and connect

I’ve created a monster

These emotions arrive without warning

They cannot continue hoarding me

But they don’t care what I think

As they come and go in a blink

I’ve created a monster