I dont love you anymore

I feel sick thinking about you

You were kalopsia to me

I would have been anything for you

But now you only make me suffer

You were indelible

-I hate you E...

The search had been going on for three days now. The search for Polly Gridwick. Last seen in the park by a couple of drunken teenagers. I was apart of that search. I didn’t personally know Polly, but she was a 13 year old girl and many things could have happened to her. Crunching the leaves beneath my feet I walked aimlessly calling out her name.

“Polly!” I heard another person over the rid...

Fantasy is fantasy

But a fantasy of mine

Seems to always turn awry

Veins turn to ice

The chill air is nice

The snow is like a blanket

Let me tell you a secret

I won’t make it out alive

Chemical spill from inside me

Nothing but trees to see

There’s something crawling right out of me

It’s called The Will To Live

Sparkling all in its glory

Snow covering miles of ground

This is the last sound

Bl...

If you told me to sit, I’d obey you like a dog

You could tear me apart, and I’d still love you

You know everything about me and you still stay

I’d do anything for you, pay any price to pay

Your the definition of perfection

Every word is my devotion

I don’t think I could breathe without you

My limerence for you is undying

I hold you in the highest regard

You’re everything to me

So I hold your...

I feel like lately

My poems have been

Nothing

Maybe because lately

I’ve been so much better

I felt real happiness

My depression has lifted a little

And my muse has gone away

Perhaps now I must write about

My mixed emotions

For I don’t always feel this great

And I don’t always feel this terrible

I have a new muse

But some how it’s different

Or is it?

I can’t tell

I miss creating masterpiec...

The day I’ve been waiting for

Has finally arived

I’ve gotten rid of your shadow

And your hold on my mind

I’m free to be myself

Without you in mind

I have a new friendship

One that this time won’t end

You don’t haunt me

I’ve been happy these past few days

I’ve been sleeping well

Without your dreams plaguing my brain

I have new memories to hold on to

A new life to begin

A new story

I get to start o...

I don’t love you anymore

I deny your control over my life

You never loved me

You tossed me away like trash

While I treasured you like gold

You hurt me

I don’t forgive you

You’ll never control my dreams anymore

I’m not obsessed anymore

I’m not in love with you anymore

I hate you

You ruined my life

You turned me into this

I would have chased you to the ends of the earth

But chasing your ghost

Tu...

You never asked, but I love you

My blood boils

My shin crawls

My body shakes

My love is too strong

It’s an obsession

You never asked, but I hate you

My fist clenched

My body recoils

I hit you in your pretty little face

It’s a fantasy

You never asked, but I’m broken

I hate the way you make me feel

Like a monster

Like a creature

Like a cannibal

It’s true

You never asked, but I can’t do thi...

Can she hear me?

Crying out?

Begging her to put it down

Put down the pill bottle

Come outside

Enjoy real life

No

Real like is awful

I understand why she did it

But couldn’t

Just couldn’t I have seen her before it?

The last time I saw her she was sitting on a couch

She looked up at me and said stop crying

We’ll see each other again

How ever looking back

We would not

Ever see each other again

T...

Sometimes you must die, to live

When i lept off that bridge

Sometimes you must starve, to feel full

When hunger consumed me

But i refused to eat

Sometimes you must kill to bring life

When your nightmares come true

I’ve never felt so confused

So out of place

I’ve never felt so hungry

For someone’s eyes

Let me see

Let me feel

Let me be alive

I’ve never felt so useless

Like a glitch in the m...