I don’t love you anymore
I deny your control over my life
You never loved me
You tossed me away like trash
While I treasured you like gold
You hurt me
I don’t forgive you
You’ll never control my dreams anymore
I’m not obsessed anymore
I’m not in love with you anymore
I hate you
You ruined my life
You turned me into this
I would have chased you to the ends of the earth
But chasing your ghost
Tu...
You never asked, but I love you
My blood boils
My shin crawls
My body shakes
My love is too strong
It’s an obsession
You never asked, but I hate you
My fist clenched
My body recoils
I hit you in your pretty little face
It’s a fantasy
You never asked, but I’m broken
I hate the way you make me feel
Like a monster
Like a creature
Like a cannibal
It’s true
You never asked, but I can’t do thi...
Can she hear me?
Crying out?
Begging her to put it down
Put down the pill bottle
Come outside
Enjoy real life
No
Real like is awful
I understand why she did it
But couldn’t
Just couldn’t I have seen her before it?
The last time I saw her she was sitting on a couch
She looked up at me and said stop crying
We’ll see each other again
How ever looking back
We would not
Ever see each other again
T...
Sometimes you must die, to live
When i lept off that bridge
Sometimes you must starve, to feel full
When hunger consumed me
But i refused to eat
Sometimes you must kill to bring life
When your nightmares come true
I’ve never felt so confused
So out of place
I’ve never felt so hungry
For someone’s eyes
Let me see
Let me feel
Let me be alive
I’ve never felt so useless
Like a glitch in the m...
I’ve felt pretty good
These past few days
Scraping on like nothings wrong inside
I found a new person to care about
I’ve moved on right?
The problem is she looks like you
I didn’t do it on purpose i swear
Blonde hair, blue eyes, 5’5
Pretty
I’ve felt pretty good
These past few days
Calling, texting, stalking
When will i get over this
Catching trains
Running around like a maniac
The image of h...
(This might trigger people)
I bite the hand that feeds me
So that maybe it’ll let me starve
I find the one who seeks me
And let them wander alone
I sleep with one eye open
Awaiting the monster underneath
Ill let it eat me this time
Ill fall intentionally
Shattering bones into splinters
All this will free me
From the pain that goes on in my head
Or maybe it will just make it all worse
I try t...
What’s this feeling?
Im hurting again
My mind just spins and spins
I see colors, I’m only seeing red
I’m tired of all these voices in my head
Tired of this body and soul
This brain of mine
What’s wrong with me?
Why can’t I reside?
Leave me alone let me be
I’m tired of you all ruining me
Running me dry
Laughing at me
I’m tired
So tired
Of everything...
Can you hear me?
I’m the voice of reason telling you “don’t do it”
Can you hear me?
I’m the voice of peace telling you to put down the knife, to come to me
Please hear me out
Please start listening
Can you hear it?
The begging? The screaming?
She’s gone move on!
Leave her alone!
Stop hurting yourself and trying her phone
Can you hear me?
I’m quiet but I’m here
I’m whispering in your ear
Do...
I recognize your eyes as you walk by
Gentle and kind
What a lie
I can’t do this anymore
I watch from afar
This consumes me
Eats me up inside
Her beautiful blue eyes
I recognize your laughter
Sweet and short
A melody at best
Perhaps even a snort
I can’t do this anymore
I can’t keep doing this
Replaying you in my mind
It’s not fair
It’s not fair
I want you back
But gone
Gone
And away you we...