Hurt me like you mean it
Bite my skin and peel it
Tear me apart and watch me bleed out
I am human I think
I am something certainly
Maybe something else
Help me I’m loosing it
I want to tear her apart
She’s done no wrong and anger rests in my heart
I feel like a broken record
A broken toy
A toy was all I was to my peers
Maybe they wanted me to be like this
Maybe I am meant for it
Break my fingers ...
Nothing lasts forever
No one stays forever
People don’t breathe forever
You can't force love
You can't hold on
To someone how wants to leave
You can’t love those that don’t love you back
Sometimes you don't want to breathe
Don't want to believe
Its Will that does this to you
You say to yourself
But maybe he doesn't exist
Maybe you as a whole are the problem
Maybe i am the problem
With no one else...
Pretty she was
Not pretty anymore
Begging for her life
Laying on the floor
If it wasn't so hard to say bye to a rush
My life would be that, that would touch
The lives of others
I'd be one to remember
That i am
But not how i wished
A sore for a kiss
Bloody was never something to be missed
Pretty she was
Not pretty anymore
Food on a plate
Not begging anymore...
Ragging on the inside
Spiraling on the out
Looking calm and ending in a shout
You ruined my friendships
Tore kindness right out
Blew up on your parents
They love me but doubt
Go down to the pits
Stay far from my mind
Anger you have no place in my life
A peace within never found
A fear that strangles toe to mouth
Go wrap your little fingers around
Someone else this round
I’m tired of your cri...
I walk with a stride only I can walk
A piece of me still missing somewhere
But I’ve sown zippers to the cuts I’ve made on my arms
I’m a man of my word
At least I’d like to think I am
I hold on to the little hope I have
Clutching to it like a child
Maybe that’s just what I am
A child
Neglected by the mother that now pretends
Parents aren’t perfect but every child wishes they were
I zip up my ble...
The voices are loud again
Have they ever been quiet?
The people are kind again
Can’t have attachments
But why?
People are unpredictable, it will be unsafe
She’s pretty and sweet like sugar on the tongue
Once she finds out she’ll run
Maybe that’s true but I don’t have to tell
If you don’t your obsession will grow
Voice or reason? Or voice of death?
I’m only here to help
Somehow I doubt ...
I tried but failed
It seems I always do
Survived and went missing for almost 2
I should have written, I acknowledge that
I’m sorry I went missing
I was not my self
My head was too focused on things of the past
My soul to broken but at least it had last
I haven’t gone cold yet
Not with all your smiles
I’ll try to open up more
So please forgive the vile person on the run
I didn’t mean to offend a...
(Found a piece he didn’t post yet and thought I’d share)
What’s on your mind?
Oh my
Let me be your therapist tonight
Take five
Is it the thrill of conversation
And whispers of places
The forbidden conversation
We have in hidden places
Oh my
I’m fine
Don’t ask me about my problems
I’m the problem
Always interested in what goes on in your mind
Let me be your therapy
I’ve worked so hard to be th...
