The hole inside me

Sucks me under

Pulls me in

I’m screaming loudly

But no-one hears me

They just ignore

I have no voice

But here I am crying

It’s not my choice,why am I trying

I feel my soul is slowly dying

Waiting for something

Waiting for nothing

And nothing will come

Alone:Shaken:Bored: Faking

Tears fallen

Same old shit

Hoping for rain

Drown my sorrows

Burn them dead until tomorrow

Then they come back

They can’t be buried

Only hidden

Burden’s carried

Dreams are gone

Hope is lost

Left back

Left behind

Hurtful words that numb my mind

Thinking of the past

Remembering

Forgetting

Longing

Regretting

So different,So the same,So lost in this game

So mad So ashamed So afraid Broken

Time means nothing

Life means nothing

I’m in a world filled with too much nothing

Complain,Refrain,Take blame,Take pain

Bleeding 4 Life

Bleeding to Death

Feeling every ounce of hurt

Coping

Hoping

Still Waiting

Still Nothing

Still Crying

Still Dying

Too Tired to sleep

Too angry to weep

Alone Alone Alone forever

Carry On,Know it’s wrong

Drown,Bleed,Dirty Seed

Breaking me,Shattering

On the floor crying

Cutting myself up in pieces

For peace For relief No belief Lost

Small,Withering,Wilting

Trying to Be pretty for the world

For Acceptance

Why?

It doesn’t matter,Nothing does

What do I leave behind?

Who cares?

It will just be forgotten

Pushed aside

I’ll never forget

I’ll keep it inside

Bottled up

Don’t erupt

Don’t give up

Just wait It will come It might

I’ll wait and wait

Pour love Spill hate

Ill sit alone and wait and wait

Waiting Waiting Waiting…