The hole inside me Sucks me under Pulls me in I’m screaming loudly But no-one hears me They just ignore I have no voice But here I am crying It’s not my choice,why am I trying I feel my soul is slowly dying Waiting for something Waiting for nothing And nothing will come Alone:Shaken:Bored: Faking Tears fallen Same old shit Hoping for rain Drown my sorrows Burn them dead until tomorrow Then they come back They can’t be buried Only hidden Burden’s carried Dreams are gone Hope is lost Left back Left behind Hurtful words that numb my mind Thinking of the past Remembering Forgetting Longing Regretting So different,So the same,So lost in this game So mad So ashamed So afraid Broken Time means nothing Life means nothing I’m in a world filled with too much nothing Complain,Refrain,Take blame,Take pain Bleeding 4 Life Bleeding to Death Feeling every ounce of hurt Coping Hoping Still Waiting Still Nothing Still Crying Still Dying Too Tired to sleep Too angry to weep Alone Alone Alone forever Carry On,Know it’s wrong Drown,Bleed,Dirty Seed Breaking me,Shattering On the floor crying Cutting myself up in pieces For peace For relief No belief Lost Small,Withering,Wilting Trying to Be pretty for the world For Acceptance Why? It doesn’t matter,Nothing does What do I leave behind? Who cares? It will just be forgotten Pushed aside I’ll never forget I’ll keep it inside Bottled up Don’t erupt Don’t give up Just wait It will come It might I’ll wait and wait Pour love Spill hate Ill sit alone and wait and wait Waiting Waiting Waiting…