I couldn’t choose between these two topics so here’s two Drugs Burn: I don’t find the first time I saw you rememberable I don’t remeber the other times I sat in a room with you all that thrilling either I don’t know if it was because I was to wrapped up in my own shit Or because you weren’t interested in seeing my bright side I only remember you being near when I was at my weakest When my wrists were dripping When my thoughts were suffocating Do I remember you being near You soothed my pain Stitched my wrists Brought me back down to earth You were like a drug Ridding me of my pain Occasionally I feel the withdrawal of you And try to fill the void of you With painkillers and pills Sometimes those aren’t enough So I tear up my skin To feel the burns you gave me Because you unzipped my skin and lit up my darkest corners Little did I know you watched the light burn me up into nothing Haunting: I enjoy wandering But my mind is a scary place to wander I have a corner of my mind I decorated with memories of you I like to think of it as a house With tons of rooms filled with memories of you. Unfortunately the house is abandoned now I wander through the house to feel the whispers of you To see your ghost wander through the rooms But you’re not coming back And it haunts me