I couldn’t choose between these two topics so here’s two

Drugs Burn:

I don’t find the first time I saw you rememberable

I don’t remeber the other times I sat in a room with you all that thrilling either

I don’t know if it was because I was to wrapped up in my own shit

Or because you weren’t interested in seeing my bright side

I only remember you being near when I was at my weakest

When my wrists were dripping

When my thoughts were suffocating

Do I remember you being near

You soothed my pain

Stitched my wrists

Brought me back down to earth

You were like a drug

Ridding me of my pain

Occasionally I feel the withdrawal of you

And try to fill the void of you

With painkillers and pills

Sometimes those aren’t enough

So I tear up my skin

To feel the burns you gave me

Because you unzipped my skin and lit up my darkest corners

Little did I know you watched the light burn me up into nothing

Haunting:

I enjoy wandering

But my mind is a scary place to wander

I have a corner of my mind I decorated with memories of you

I like to think of it as a house

With tons of rooms filled with memories of you.

Unfortunately the house is abandoned now

I wander through the house to feel the whispers of you

To see your ghost wander through the rooms

But you’re not coming back

And it haunts me