If wishes fell like rain, then certainly I am the storm
I’m constantly hoping for a different ending
That maybe one day I won’t be the one who is broken
That one day I will not be the broken nor the forsaken
I always imagine the scenarios in my head
Everyone wanting me to
Me having scarless skin
But the day of my storm of hopes coming true will never come
So I’ll continue to kneel
T...
Im not quite sure what to do anymore
I’m lost
And everything I do seems to be so wrong
I’ve been locked away in my room for weeks
My parents are worried
I don’t know what’s wrong with me
I want to fix it
But I don’t want to stay
I want to be done feeling like I’m constantly suffocating
I take the bottle of meds I don’t need
I take them all
And I’m awake...
I’m in love
My mother says it’s not real
That I’m too young
Maybe she’s right
But I know she’s wrong when I’m with them
The way they make me feel
Feeling their pain when their hurting
The warmth of them wiping away my tears
Knowing their disappointment when they see
marks on my wrists
Begging them to run far away with me
Them enjoying my oddities
And me enjoying theirs
My mo...
I wish I had never let go…
Im sitting at her grave again.
I’m here to lay with her
My Julie
My mom caught us laying together when she was still here
She screamed and yelled about how sinful two girls being together was
She might have been right
I didn’t want her to be right
I loved my Julie
I didn’t see Julie that much after that
We would sneak out to see each other occasionally
“We shou...