I can’t go back.

I can’t leave.

I can’t be alone.

I can’t suffer anymore.

I can’t pretend.

I can’t I can’t I can’t.

I dream of being healed.

I dream of a different life.

I dream of running away.

I dream of true happiness.

I dream of love.

I dream I dream I dream.

I loathe this life.

I loathe my body.

I loathe my sensitive heart.

I loathe the sickness.

I loathe the change.

I loathe I loathe I loathe.