As I look up I see Michelle standing in the doorway in complete shock. I can’t believe I did it. I am covered in his blood. No, no, no, I can’t be. I said I would never do what he did to everyone else. I messed up badly this time and I don’t think I can get out of this one. To be fair he came after me again, I have a restraining order against him, so does my daughter, plus he’s supposed to be in jail still. Here he lays bleeding out in the Slatve’s living room carpet because my innate reaction was to lodge the kinfe I was using into his carotid. I messed up. I don’t care how many awful things Micheal has done but I cannot be the reason he dies. I want him dead just as much as everyone that is aware of his wrong doings but I will not be the cause of his death. I will never be able to forget this blood. For the love of God, he will not leave me alone. I want to be rid of him but not like this. I messed up. This is so bad. I look back at Michelle and realized she called over Mrs. Slatve and they both held a proud look in their eyes even though they were not smiling.