I see the smoke your blowing at me. You were the one in your professional role not me. I have no blame here, but yet you placed it on me. You were the one who broke your ethics....not I.

I came to you broken needed help in the darkest point in my life. You did not respect me or value me as a person. There you are with what you created. Your house is burning down around you. Your consequences not mine. It would have been so easy for you to admit you were wrong and come clean. Of course that would take someone with bravery and courage to admit you were wrong. It would take even more guts to ask for forgiveness from the person you hurt. It is so much easy to look at yourself and hide. Place the blame on someone else. But you see you created your own fire by not facing the sparks that you created. You made a spark and put logs on the fire. Your consequences are yours. Fire rages because you could not face the reality that you broke the ethics of your profession. All I wanted was to take some of the pressure off of you when I was the one hurt and emotionally bleeding. How could someone inflict more pain on a person who was already struggling with survival. I can not wrap my head around how someone could be so cruel. I guess as they say those that are hurting hurt people. You caused so much damage. Made me think you actually cared. I was already going through so much...but guess what I am still here. God has always had me in the palm of his hand and what you meant for evil God will turn into victory. I do not feel ill for you, but more empathy. What caused so much trauma for you that you would cause more trauma for another. I pray for healing for you in spirit, soul, and body. I pray you regain the passion and flame that gave you drive to go into your profession. You have so much potential to do good in this world. I hope and pray you embrace your God given gifts and use them for the betterment of people rather than selfish desires. God rewards the humble and those who chose to do good in-spite of being treated badly. You will reap what you sowed. Cause as you know karma always comes back in the end. The icky feeling your trying to escape will not seize until you face the fire you started.