I didn’t wanna leave

But I know it’s what’s best

My skin is burning as my tears burn my checks

“But I loved him” I repeat through my mind

I loved him.

His soft touch, his sweet eyes.

walking away felt like needles going through my body, flames corrupting inside my chest.

All the years I spent loving him, I could of been loving myself. But now as I walk through the door leaving who I once loved behide. Who I once was behide.

The person I’ve always seen as my forever and my soulmate, did I ever really know him? Did he ever really love me?

or was it all some twisted lie that I caught myself inside his sick spiderweb.

after resisting his sweet manipulative words that always froze me in my steps. I was now leaving the sad abuse I allowed myself to be involved with these past couple years.

I was now free.

Now leaving.