Iâm holding my breath today,
Why? Iâm not allowed to say.
Trying to survive in this mess I created,
Bringing back anxiety I reinstated.
Crawling on my knees,
Stinging from a thousand bees.
I donât wanna wake up anymore,
Insanity is burning at my core.
Give me mercy for the will to plead,
Donât hold me back from doing the deed.
Needles are digging deeper under skin,
Staying sterile for the sake o...