I was ruined as a child

The cure known to nobody

The pain mine to harbor

The death of myself going further

Steps forward and steps back

There is no right track

A chemical introduced in my youth

A chemical to confuse what is truth

Sent into karmic torture

Medicated so we can’t feel the damage

Festering under the bandage

A child introduced to the devil

Deciding to take a walk with him

Knows not who to blame

When it seems now that she can’t escape him

Adulthood is too much to bear

Shame repressed in the air

I am missing an eye

People gag and cough at my mind

The illness will spread

And though you may not notice,

Awareness we lack,

It’ll all come undone and you won’t know until there’s no going back

Everywhere I go

Never alone

Stuck to my surroundings

Mind confounding

Spreading confusion

In this web of illusion

I am the burden

Leave me to rot

If you get something out of me you’ve got what you needed

If you are here for me you end up regretting my birth

Forced to witness the terror of a damaged existence