I’d like to pretend things are normal around here since you left…

But I really hope someday you notice that’s not true. Nights have gotten restless.Days have turned into weeks and weeks have become months in what feels like seconds. It’s strange how time kinda just merged into nothing since you’ve left.You might find this hard to believe, but I’m not actually here. I’m some place far away. Some place safe only you can enter. I drift off there when the sunsets, and when the sun rises I feel alone again.I’ve lost my passion for art lately I can’t feel the canvas as I used to. When they ask I respond I’m fine nod give my best effort at my most convincing smile. I’ll even make them laugh to sell the lie.But am I truly convinced?… No It doesn’t matter I don’t I miss you. I don’t want to. I refuse. How could you just up and leave me ?! Without you things are dark here…Without you time doesn’t tick the clock just keeps spinning. My appetites gone all food has lost flavor. Nights are the only time I have peace , because I dream of a place where only you and I can exist yet I’ve still become restless! I yern for your touch that once brought me safety like a baby held by its mother. Your voice the way it used to send goosebumps down my spine and make my heart drum. Would you please come back? Life isn’t life without out you.