A two way window If you peek in you’ll see the birds chirping the warm summer sun beaming and a calm blue sky.

That’s just the illusion..

Look through that window again did you notice the other end? The light is little to nun this place is dull. Here unwelcomed noise resides. Loud unsettling voices yell out constantly filling up this pitch dark sky .

The reality looks pretty different doesn’t it? Illusions can be so deceiving… They generally are dressed up so mesmerizing and pleasant at first glance. And when that two window isn’t clear but so indeed thick it can be difficult to see past all the bullshit. Don’t believe me when I say” I’m okay “.

My love for you is start with no end… My love for you Is a head with no tail. My love for you is the oceans without a shore. My Love for you is a eternal song no fast forward. My love for you I will never hide for it’s you I seek.My love for you spins in infinite loops like the old CDs. My love for you … It is endless like the oxygen we breathe. If I count the ways I love you no equation could ever add up.It’s honestly a everlasting , measureless, untold quantity. But if you were ever curious of the precise amount well count to infinity and beyond that just how much I love you. I give you my word word is bond. Go head count and don’t abscond.

Don’t judge what I’m gonna say I know It will sound so cliche infact probably nothing short from highsschool girl fever. So strange but yes I still get butterflies when I see your face. Don’t believe me ? Take a seat let me show you …Something about your presence is mentally warm like an open fire. Soothing my soul you caresses and touch parts of me I didn’t think existed. Now I’m thrilled. I want more. I crave more ! This sensational erotic.. Feeling you bring me. Let me remind you this is just your presence I’ve encountered so the real fun has yet begun.With your presence comes your scent I cling onto it for as long as it lingers and then some. I breathe it in like it’s my oxygen. It’s so distinct I’d know it anywhere. With your presence also comes your Aurora. Strong ,majestic like the king you are masculine , sexy ,and powerful. As if that wasn’t enough the audacity to have a jaw dropping beautiful Dark chocolate completion as if carved from a Hershey bar itself. Full Brows and lashes flawless enough to make any women on gods green earth envious.Your lips …The urge to nibble them every time my eyes find them them.They look so delectable almost edible and so damn tempting. Your Eyes with all my might I avoid contact with those seductive eyes. I alway mange to melt in them. Hypnotized each time we lock eyes. I feel my knees buckle, my heart begins to race ,puddles a wet throbbing sensation between my legs , And ohh man here goes those butterflies again.

I’d like to pretend things are normal around here since you left… But I really hope someday you notice that’s not true. Nights have gotten restless.Days have turned into weeks and weeks have become months in what feels like seconds. It’s strange how time kinda just merged into nothing since you’ve left.You might find this hard to believe, but I’m not actually here. I’m some place far away. Some place safe only you can enter. I drift off there when the sunsets, and when the sun rises I feel alone again.I’ve lost my passion for art lately I can’t feel the canvas as I used to. When they ask I respond I’m fine nod give my best effort at my most convincing smile. I’ll even make them laugh to sell the lie.But am I truly convinced?… No It doesn’t matter I don’t I miss you. I don’t want to. I refuse. How could you just up and leave me ?! Without you things are dark here…Without you time doesn’t tick the clock just keeps spinning. My appetites gone all food has lost flavor. Nights are the only time I have peace , because I dream of a place where only you and I can exist yet I’ve still become restless! I yern for your touch that once brought me safety like a baby held by its mother. Your voice the way it used to send goosebumps down my spine and make my heart drum. Would you please come back? Life isn’t life without out you.